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Dreaming of my village

9:19 AM

I'm dreaming of my village today.

I don't have one yet but I can feel it coming. Count yourself lucky if you've already found yours. Even if yours is in the making, count yourself so blessed!

I'm dreaming of it today because today is hard. Kaleb will be away all day. 9am-3pm for some training and then 5pm-1am for work. Tomorrow will be the same and then Saturday we go back to normal but these next two days are going to be hard and I know that my village would be very good on days like these. After all, that's what the village is meant for. Women lending helping hands, praying as the transitions begin, offering wisdom and listening ears on new stages, sharing encouragement for all of it.

I am longing for that as Kaleb and I get closer to the new chapters. I long for a pastors wife to remind me that this season of Kaleb being in school is only for a short time and that I am actively helping by taking care of everything else while he works and does his school work. Because sometimes it doesn't feel like I'm making much of a difference while he's working so hard. I long for a more seasoned mama to tell me that it's ok that we're not trying for another baby just yet. I need her to tell me that though my womb is aching we're making smart moves by waiting a while longer. Not much longer but still a little while. And then I need that same mama to share her wisdom with me when it is time to grow our family. I long for women in ministry to remind me that this is my ministry too. That wherever we land (college, young adult, youth ministry) that I'm a part of it, too. And more importantly I need someone who has seen much redemption in their lives to remind me that God has given me victory over so much and that He will continue to complete His good work even when I fall short.

My village. My community of women.
Waiting for you.

****EDIT****

Today was even harder than I anticipated originally. Elijah spiked a 102 fever and was very lethargic. Kaleb had to come home after an hour of being at work and take us to Urgent Care. See. Village. I needed them today. Alas, it's forming up around me. Soon.

Beauty

Orange Brown Sugar Scrub

7:20 PM

I am not a beauty person at all. Clarification: I don't wear any make up except for mascara and eyeliner, I usually only have one bottle of perfume at a time, I don't go out of my way to buy special things to wash my face, etc. Not because I don't take pride in my appearance but because I've just never been a huge girly girl. And up until today I had never used a sugar scrub. I had seen them before but I honestly didn't even know if there were any true benefits to using them on your skin. In typical Bre fashion I started to research sugar scrubs (nerd alert) and found some really neat things. The sugar actually brings moisture into your skin and unlike salt its very gentle. So, after playing around a bit I came up with my own recipe and I love it!



Ingredients:
1/4 C Organic Coconut Oil
2/3 C Brown Sugar (packed)
10-15 drops Orange Essential Oil (obviously I prefer Young Living)
1 Glass jar 


Instructions:
Mix coconut oil and brown sugar in a bowl. You can use a spoon but I just got in there and used my hands. Add 10-15 drops off Orange Essential Oil and mix together again. Voila! Done! Store in a glass jar with tight fitting lid. I literally paid $1 for this jar. I got it out of the dollar section at Target. Cute and cheap. Now, you have your very own sugar scrub all from ingredients you probably have lying around your house. 


Smell it. Use it. Gift it. 
It's that easy. 

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2015: The word edition

11:24 AM

Ah, the famous choose-a-word-because-its-new-year has risen and I mocked it like I did last year. How silly it is that God would give all of us one word (read on-He did give me a word.) That's my personality type and I realize how annoying it is. I go against the grain even when I so badly want to follow it sometimes. I default to doing the opposite of everyone else in fear of losing who I am if I give in. And then when our pastor gave us the challenge of praying about our word at the beginning of the new year I cried as God softened my heart showing me that He had something specific for me if I would just let go of my normal response. I didn't pray about it. I just sat in it. Thinking on the one thing I need to do more of. It's the same thing God and I chat about often. Too often if I'm being honest.

I am scared of everything.

I cannot begin to give you a list, small or lengthy, on all of the things that I'm scared of. Real things. Deep things. I am scared of many things and it hinders my walk more than I'd like to admit. It holds me back from moving forward in certain areas of my life. It makes me less of a wife, mother, friend, and more importantly a daughter of the King. Did I even realize that before? How can a daughter of the bravest be so terrified of everything around her?

Fearless.

That's my word and I'm clinging to it and everything it stands for.

There is a bravery in myself that I have not yet discovered. I want to find it. I want to reach out and claim everything that I'm so scared of as my own personal conquest. 





Elijah

Elijah:18 months!

1:48 PM

I thought it would take forever to get from the one year post to this one. 6 months seems like a long time when you say it out loud but Elijah turning an entire year AND a half has completely caught me off guard. Has it really been 6 months already since I threw his first birthday party? And does this really mean that we are now 6 months away from him turning 2? This is cray, y'all. It's also really hard to remember what new developments/milestones have passed in the last 6 months so bare with me here. At 18 months-


  • 23 lbs
  • 33 inches
  • Learning how to eat with a spoon
  • Has a special night time/morning drink to help him sleep (tart cherry juice mixed with milk-it works wonders)
  • Still taking 2 naps and sleeps about 11 hours at night (until the 18m sleep regression hit. Oy.)
  • LOVES to dance
  • Some new words: Banene (banana), Obi (My father in law), pawpaw (my dad), tree, pease (please), up, Nonna (My mother in law), yesh (yes)
  • Phrases he's mastered: Bye dada and Hi mama
  • Tries to sing along to certain songs in the car. It's probably the cutest thing ever
  • Wearing 18m clothes but a few 12m shirts still fit
  • Loves crayons but gets bored when trying to color
  • Starting to be fairly picky
  • Favorite foods are any type of mexican food, bananas, and pb&j
  • Climbs on everything
  • Extremely friendly. Says hi to people every time we're out and about
  • Loves the park
  • Gives kisses all the time
  • Loves to be tickled and now knows how to tickle other people
  • Knows how to sniff things when we ask him to smell something and can blow on his food when we tell him it's hot

Toddler life. If you have children then I don't even have to tell you how challenging it is but those bullets above are so fun and the random moments he falls asleep on me and the huge grin that goes across his face when Kaleb gets home from work-many things make the craziness feel not so crazy. He takes the messiest route when eating and wants to run outside the minute someone opens the front door. I've said it many times before and it's still holding true-he's all boy. And I love it. I love that he's so fearless and wants to discover everything around him. He is full of life, this one. He makes Kaleb and I realize that we have no idea what we're doing when it comes to parenthood but we're walking this out together and making it work as we go along. 

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