I'm normally trying to fall asleep by now. Goodness, where has my youth gone? And it will be a lot worse when I have a baby...some day.

I wonder who even reads my blogs? If I never posted them to FB would they be seen at all?

I am sitting here, perusing different blogs and I'm totally jealous of all the comments and responses they get to their blogs. I have no idea how but someday I will be in this blog circuit.

All that is on my mind right now is the what if's.

Oh, those what if's. They can ruin a good nights rest quickly.